I have weapons and battle plans   But in my heart I know   I can't ever protect you from   Things I don't understand      And when I hold you in my arms   It scares me just to   Think that something so beautiful   Could just come apart in my hands      I've always been chasing rainbows   Staring out of classroom windows   I don't think I'll ever be happy   Unless I'm unhappy and hugging my grudge      I was too dumb to settle down   So, I packed up and I left town   On a sunshine bus   Wondering where it all went wrong      On a flimsy wing and a prayer   I followed my heart everywhere   'Til I ended up   Right back where I started from      I've always been quietly dreaming   I don't know when I've been beaten   I don't think I'll ever be happy   Unless I'm unhappy and hugging my grudge      I've always been chasing rainbows   Staring out of classroom windows   I don't think I'll ever be happy   Unless I'm unhappy and hugging my grudge      I've always been quietly dreaming   I don't know when I've been beaten   I don't think I'll ever be happy   Unless I'm unhappy and hugging my grudge