how does it feel to be me?   sadness dulls everything that i see   watching my life waste away   tomorrow will be just like any other day and i can't wait      i want my life to improve   anxieties cripple my every move   nowhere to go so i'll stay   forgetting that time is running out for me      tell me i'm not alone   it's all i've ever known      ? the finer side   but i care what i'm trying to hide   that's what it means to be me   nowhere to go when pain is all i ever see      tell me i'm not alone   it's all i've ever known   give me a better way   to make my days pass away      for a ? too long   string me along