I hate that scary face   in the mirror   Mutilated by your   daily terror   It keeps an eye   all the time on me   It's against the one   I want to be      Have I ever done something   to deserve this pain inside?   How could I leave   this damn feeling behind?   I can't live in uncertainty   My place I need to find   Will I ever get some rest   and peace in my life?      What do I live for?   I always want more   What would I die for?   Someday you will know      Now prepare yourself   to a journey in me   Take a deep breathe   and sink into this sea   What causes this silence   Oh damn it is so real   I have many things to share   But life's too short to feel      Float with my broading thoughts   But never lose yourself   It can be your last mistake   Keep in mind the way back   Don't avert your eyes   Your self-conscience, it's me   You can't quell me   I always will be here