Infatuation gripped again I can make myself so sick with lonely plans   And I watch the sky miles out and act out scenes   That only ever take place in my dreams       Could you just be my imaginary friend?   Well I wait on for this   And it stings me like some kiss that's meant for someone else   And leaves me questioning myself   On several lonely Saturdays   Like some slug who's trail has lost it's way      Feel this pounding in my head   Like there's someone beneath the floorboards bashing on my bed   Like a vice that's chained around my echo chamber heart   I stop and stutter so noiselessly defeated   Are you one of them?      It's a barbed wire star kiss   When your hand 's clamped up when you think your mighty like a rose   But freeze can't even feel your toes   A little kid from far within who doesn't know where to begin      Hey blue sky black pearl it's sad and sick and true   That all the lies you told your father you'll properly feed me too   And I just don't know where to start and I won't begin to try   This is my resignation I was destined to fly and die      Feel like I'm dribbling in the wind and it's raining spit again       I'll never die for you like two ships passing in the night   Your on my mind but your out of my sight   I'll stop trying for you, I never lied for you   Nothing's started so nothings through   It's over, left no clues