with a high tolerance   for sad events   you were the one   I used to hurt someone else   I'm the bystander   the untrustworthy hand   now you see me   in everything you can't stand      how many times   must I repeat this:   I am capable   capable to love, I am   capable to give and to receive   I am capable   capable, I'm capable   I'm capable to love I am   capable of cruelty but I try   not to be cruel      a decade so lonely   only deathwishes grew   if you think it's a joke   or worse a lie then fuck you   guess that I needed   to say it out loud   that's how it was   the wrong language and time      I want to be held   and to hold back now   I am capable to love   capable to love, I am   capable to give and to receive   capable   capable, I'm capable   capable to love, I am   capable of cruelty but I try   not to be cruel      you can't take my dreams I repeat:   I am capable of love   capable to love I am   capable to give and to receive   I'm capable   capable, I'm capable   capable to love I am   capable of cruelty but I try   not to be cruel   i am capable of love   capable of love I am   capable to give and to receive   I'm capable   capable, I'm capable   capable to love I am   capable to give and to receive I am