I can't explain the way I feel   there is a pressure on my chest   and I can talk to you about this   'cause I know what you'd say      and I don't blame you   I know you want to make me smile   but don't, don't      Before the memories were bad   I could go on without a doubt   Death been around since i was born   It's like a tapestry on my wall   and we've changed it a thousand times      Pablo can you take me to the boats   Where the ocean meets the land   and where the ocean meets my hand   Where i can feel the wind cell change   as I'm blowin' in      You know i love you endlessly   this is not about that at all   I chose the safest path for you   You're still too young to understand   You're not a grown up yet   In this case i know i am so much older than you      So Pablo can you take me to the boats   Where the ocean meets the land   and where the ocean meets my hand   Where i can feel the wind cell change   as I'm blowin'      Pablo can you take me to the boats   Where the ocean meets the land   and where the ocean meets my hand   Where i can feel the wind cell change   as I'm blowin' in