Long ago I told you   What I wanted to be   I thought I had it all figured out   But you weren't happy for me   I felt like I had no support   No one on my side   Wasn't ready to be by myself   So I subside      I try to sleep at night   But can't seem to close my eyes   I wonder what went wrong, and   How can I make it right?   I don't want to care but the   Pain is always there don't   Know how much more of this I can bare      Long ago I told you   What I wanted to be   You thought you had me all figured out   I was still unhappy   I had no support; it was all for naught   There was no one with me   I wasn't ready to face this all alone   I had to or you would have won      I try to sleep at night   But can't seem to close my eyes   I wonder what went wrong, and   How can I make it right?   I don't want to care but the   Pain is always there don't   Know how much more of this I can bare   It seems that when it comes to life; nothing ever does   I looked into your eyes, thinking of some retort   I wonder why I ever came to you for any fucking support      Last night I asked    Who you thought I was   And what I could be   You never told me   It made no sense to me