Even though I was here in August I will never you well again   Time is priceless and being wasted and taken for granted, I should've known   Someone told me to be strong, but look at me, how can I be   Of any use to anyone? I am silent and scared and in the way   I needed you to tell me what to do but this time you were not in charge   The right thing lies within your eyes, so maybe I'll start tomorrow...   I don't want to forget you   But it's painful to remember   You told me that you want to die   But that you didn't know how   I saw you in so much pain, I had no idea how to relieve it   You were strong and I was wrong, it's so hard to see you fall   Every moment that I'm not with you is a torture more than I can bear   Every morning I wake to miss you and every night despair   I told you I would let you go   I want you to come back to me   I didn't think it would end like this   I never thought it would be you   I know it it's not my fault   I know that it's not yours either   I can't eat and I can't sleepp   No one comes over anymore...   Throwing up all day and night, I am giving up on everything   If they only knew what I've been through, they would know that it broke my heart.