Didn’t I try    To love her?    Didn’t I paint    Pictures of her?    Didn’t I try    To change?    I shouldn’t have bothered.       Didn’t I buy    The ocean for her?    Didn’t I wear    The colour (?)    Didn’t I feel    The wind?    Didn’t I plead?       She is strange    And solemn.    She is    Like cherry blossom.    She is    The Empress.       Didn’t I kneel    Before her?    Didn’t I follow    Her orders?    Didn’t I clean    Her shit?    Didn’t I fall?       Didn’t I climb    The ladder?    Didn’t I smile    For the cameras?    Didn’t I feel    The wind?    Didn’t I plead? (? bleed)       She is strange    And solemn.    She is    Like cherry blossom.    She is    The Empress.       She is strange    And solemn.    With lips    Like cherry blossom.    She is    The Empress.