I want to find the water   That will wash this whole damned slate clean   Break down, break up   We sleep in what we create      Right now, I'm living so much hate   Right here, my sins have all been paid    To you, your friends and for your sake   I feel dirty and so depraved      My knees have bled    To hold you here    But now i've lost the taste   For lies force fed as time well spent      Right now, I'm living so much hate   Right here, my sins have all been paid    To you, your friends and for your sake   I feel dirty and so depraved      And if another angel    Says 'just grin and bear it'   I might be forced    To smash its head    Against the wall    And never sin again       And if another angel    Says 'just grin and bear it'   I might be forced    To smash its fucking head    Against the wall    And never sin again    Against myself    Or trust in anyone   Write me off    For suffering    It's a joke   I give up