How many times have I noticed that our eyes hardly ever meet?   From your judgment seat, I can feel your anger for my very being   Fill me in on when you became such a big part of my life   That i should bother with all your lies designed to bring me down   Wrong again    Don't depend on any reaction again      I remember the icy walls that shot up from nowhere   And i can see every lie you ever told yourself   You bleed me dry and i don't ask why    But i'm left with the dust   Judas kiss, i dismiss, thank you all for this   I am unjudged, I am      Wait again    I'm not through with the screaming   I contend    That you've got nothing better to do than   Trade my life for a barrel of gold    Find someone else before i get too old   If i live my life for aesthetic gain    Will you repay me with all your shame?      I can see every light inside your brain   Go on every time that i walk by for knives and whispers   Your comfort in my suffering is no longer disturbing   I'm lost beyond your petty stopwatch in life's real time, life's real      Wait again    I'm not through with the screaming   I contend    That you've got nothing better to do than   Trade my life for a barrel of gold    Find someone else before i get too old   If i live my life for aesthetic gain    Will you repay me with all your shame?      Don't get up   I was only leaving the room    When the door of your judgment    Swings back around again   Maybe i'll stop to watch your act    And i'll go on my way      I've seen quite enough of too many childish games   I'm ashamed of every moment that I ever gave them the time of day   All the worst of enemies are somehow always friends that used to be