I'm trying so hard   To get you out of my mind      I tried so hard, until it was all over and done with   My feelings were long gone, no longer hurt in my stomach   At first it was love kid, then turned into constant arguments   I tried my hardest to stop it, this bitchin always started it   Taking advantage of my fragile heart, tore it apart   Fixated on attraction,I should've known from the start   Overpowered by hazel eyes, my mind paused for a minute    Picturing love, there wasn't nothing that could block the image   My thoughts depended on her actions, her ways, her love   Answered by the gods of lust, I prayed enough   Embraced her trust, made no fuss and dreamed happily   Day by day I noticed the pain increased rapidly    In the dying sense I tried to forget it and let it pass   But By doing this I forced a relationship that would never last   Every path was fabricated, all trust was gone   Playing stupid as if I never knew what went wrong      I questioned my love for you   You're leaving me    You knew I can't handle this pain   Crying for you in this rain   Why won't you say you're sorry?   Turn around and come back home   I'm just so tired of being alone      I hate her, how many times haven't I said it?   I hate the fact that she hates me, and I shall never forget it   Never had I ever fucked with her feelings, let her regret it   All of these years, lost into tears, that my letters presented    I still miss her, catch myself slitting my wrists   With the glass, I separated from the last picture reflect   Together as one, wondering what I have done to take this   Holding my pillow every night, wishing that she replaced it   Well fuck it, it's all over and done, feelings are gone   And I'm starting to get tired of love killing my songs   So that my arms and forgotten treats left in my shirt   I love you, shit I can't even say or remember the words   Never concerning anything having to do with her past   you ruined it last, quit hiding the truth in that mask   Stupid ass, I'm ignorning the crap that you moaned   We had our time, until today I hope you're happy alone         I questioned my love for you   You're leaving me    You knew I can't handle this pain   Crying for you in this rain   Why won't you say you're sorry?   Turn around and come back home   I'm just so tired of being alone