Heavily medicated   powerless to stop it   desperate twisting thoughts of   the horrors of the   ones that owe you something   most think they owe nothing   another shot of sake   tip your glasses      Concentrate and focus   forget all you know   appreciate the power   before the hate squad enters   never seemed so clean   sanitary conditions   I will conquer all that I know      Life has no order   life is life   what can we do to bring back some pride?   now that I know what’s going to happen      Hate is the fuel that helps me to survive      Ominous thoughts from my mind   I don’t believe I know what happened   double the dose and lie down   I will never paint a pretty picture   always rely on myself   never really thought you would learn   sustained assault is my right   turning to the cross never thought   I’d fight a Christian