I'm afraid to sleep,   Scared of the night,   I'm so paranoid,   everything's a fright      When I close my eyes,   Bad dreams take over,   I wake up screaming,   A cold sweat breaks out      It's just a mist,   All a blur,   I just see her,   Lying on the floor,   Stood above her,   Hate in his eyes,   He looks at me,   And says: she ain't dead son      The years have gone past,   Unforgiven,   For what he has done,   At the thought I cry      It's just a mist,   All a blur,   I just see her,   Lying on the floor,   Stood above her,   Hate in his eyes,   He looks at me,   And says: she ain't dead son      Why didn't she run?   Why didn't she hide?   Did she still love him?   Or was she too scared to leave?      It's just a mist,   All a blur,   I just see her,   Lying on the floor,   Stood above her,   Hate in his eyes,   He looks at me,   And says: she ain't dead son      Why didn't she run?   Why didn't she hide?   Why did I run?   Cos of me she died