To whom this may concern   From what I'm about to do, I won't return   So torn, out of line   This is the last resort to clear my mind   I tried, I promise   If I still had you, I wouldn't have done this   Neverending story of a fucked up life   The final ending, resulting in my suicide      I could waste my time, and try   Take another three years, try to keep in line   But waking up is 10x harder   When all you wanna do is die   So I, commit suicide (suicide)   Goodbye...      I can't hide the pain   It's gotten harder to hide the trails on my veins   Maybe I've lost my mind, gone insane   But everything will always be the same   I love, you hate   You fucked up, I forgave   The worst thing happened to me today   Nothing here, is left to remain   Looked in the mirror, watched my eyes turn blue to grey   Might as well just end my pain      I could waste my time, and try   Take another three years, try to keep in line   But waking up is 10x harder   When all you wanna do is die   So I, commit suicide (suicide)   Goodbye...      I haven't slept since I wonke up last   My future is just a replay of the past   Can't keep living, can't endure   Don't even knwo what I'm living for   Keep on hiding everything behind closed doors   Everything still reminds me of her   Just wish I didn't fuckin' care anymore   Betrayed, all the lies   I'm destined to die      I could waste my time, and try   Take another three years, try to keep in line   But waking up is 10x harder   When all you wanna do is die   So I, commit suicide (suicide)   Goodbye...      I woke up this morning   It was cold by my side   You left me with nothing but tears in my eyes   Silence in my mind   Emptiness inside   Love is gone, tonight   I die, commit suicide      I could waste my time, and try   Take another three years, try to keep in line   But waking up is 10x harder   When all you wanna do is die   So I, commit suicide (suicide)   Goodbye...      This should be our final goodbye   You never really cared   So why should you cry?   Maybe you'll feel sorry once I'm dead   All the times that you've fucked with my head   The guilt overwelms you as you lie in bed   All you had to do was just say bye   I guess you could call this suicide   Too bad I'm too full of it to swallow my pride      I could waste my time, and try   Take another three years, try to keep in line   But waking up is 10x harder   When all you wanna do is die   So I, commit suicide (suicide)   Goodbye...      I need help, lost myself   Gave up the fight to stay alive   No longer got the will to keep living this lie   I'm sorry I didn't give you one final call   And I'm truly sorry, I had to end it all   This is my final farewell   By the time you've read this, I should be in hell         I could waste my time, and try   Take another three years, try to keep in line   But waking up is 10x harder   When all you wanna do is die   So I, commit suicide (suicide)   Goodbye...      I can't stand to sleep, hate the dreams   The demons always seem to make fun of me   Talking so quickly, telling me...   What to do, and how to live   They fantasize about my death   Make me kill myself by holding my breathe   Suicidal dreams, dreams of my fall   How am I gonna end this all?      I could take a fuckin' rope   Pull the noose tightly around my neck   Tie it up high in the rafters   And gasp as I suffocate to death      I could turn the gun on myself   No help, cold barrel, pressed tight   Lie in bed, pull the trigger, no regrets   Brains splattered, soaked in red      I could take a rusted blade   Fix all my problems, solve em   Rip it across my veins   Release every ounce of pain   Who woulda known my blood could end up as paint?      Last attempt, bottle of pills   Rid every emotion that I feel   I down them all, with gradual sips of alcohol, I fall   Convulsions, internal bleeding   Finally, my wish, no breathing      I could waste my time, and try   Take another three years, try to keep in line   But waking up is 10x harder   When all you wanna do is die   So I, commit suicide (suicide)   Goodbye...