Do I have to cry a thousand times?   Do I gotta die just to realize?   It'll take a thousand times before I notice everything changes   This life I've been leading, losing everything I'm seeing   Even the view outside the window, that I've been looking in      Broken pieces, glass scattered in front of me   Knuckles bleeding, I see again   Deeply, sweet, I bleed   I wanna die, break me, make me stay for both our sakes      If I close my eyes tonight, could you still see me?   Will I still breathe? You gonna leave, or make me believe?   Pretending everythings alright, now I'm broken inside, tonight      Look the other way, so I don't feel I have to lie, into those beautiful eyes   Cause if I look away too long, I feel as if I could die   Truth speaks in her face, in mine   Brings me back to life again, I'm seeing clearly      Shattered window, cuts me open, still holds me back   Fallen into a grey, that's mine   Yell, say everything I need you to say   Break me, make me stay      If I close my eyes tonight, could you still see me?   Baby, be my window    Let me break you, for you to save me   Make me bleed, save me   Break me, make me stay