they're tearing me up in the sun   they're melting me down in the sun   they're burning up in the heat   trying to convince everyone they're the same ones   filling their life with thoughts of me   choking out in the dust   they're choking on their words   there's no way i could invent people like this   they're laughing out in the sun   drawing the picture for you      i'm the one who made them this way   i'm the one who caused all of this to happen to them   i'm the one who's rightly to blame for everything   they ever wanted that has not come true   i'm the one that they curse when they fall asleep   the gremlin watching them when they try to sleep   knowing i exist is their punishment   i'm the lie which refuses to die      my stench pollutes their minds and forbids their peace   i'm the stain that won't come out   the toilet backed up   the ticket on their car   the overdue bills   the bottle in their hands   the big black ugly bird that bites the heads off of their flowers   their flowers      they're draining their insanity on me   their insanity on me   insanity on me