if i could look down from the vantage of an enraged god   i'd pass judgement on your betrayal   proceed with your punishment   scratch that apologetic smile   from your beautiful face   convert my falling tears to daggers that impale you   pierce the flesh i love   and drive the life from your body   the lovely body i've held to mine   our last moments filled with pain   and unspeakable pleasure   our last moments filled with pain   and unspeakable pleasure      i would lick your wounds   and kiss the blood from your eyes   our bodies entangled like lovers locked   as existence fades from your silver eyes   intimately you hold me   in an instant of enlightenment   i'd like to think you see what's lost      the two of us will end   the beauty sentenced to death   the two of us will end      if had the will of a god   i'd leave you impaled to die   but i don't have the will of a god   i kneel in the street   with my anger spent      i betray myself   for years on end   breathing is so difficult   when you've chosen to suffocate