She wanted to be a nun    Until that fateful day we met    I beat the crucifix    in a game of Russian roulette    I burned my Beatles records    because she hated number nine    She licked rock cocaine sucker    Laughed, said her mom's doing mine    Well, are you an illusion, or am I just getting stoned?   Because I can't take it alone    I can't take it alone    I hope I didn't just give away the ending    We started limping,    caught the handicap shuttle to town    and yelled "God's healed us"    As we ran off the bus the driver just frowned    By the way this girl was sexy and she wouldn't touch you    This may not be true    but I said it so you'd feel involved with this song    Are you an illusion    or am I just getting stoned    Because I can't take it alone    I can't take it alone    I hope I didn't just give away the ending    We caught a fey taxi driver    I smiled the ride was free    I felt like Amsterdam    She wanted more drugs and maybe me    I told her dealer I was broke    He hired a camera man    We did a porno film for coke    I hear I'm big in Japan    Are you an illusion    Or am I just getting stoned    Because I can't take it alone    I can't take it alone    I hope I didn't just give away the ending    we went back to her kitchen    Put the coke all in a can    Tied up a T.V minister    In walked her dad    He started drinking coffee    Too much sugar on the go    He fell dead on the floor    He thought the coke was sweet'n'low    Well are you an illusion    or am I just getting stoned    Because I can't take it alone    I can't take it alone    I hope I didn't just give away the ending    Boy was she upset but then she stole her dad's wallet and    I drove him to the hospital    To sell all of his donatable body parts    And this is where she dies    They brought the depressed junkie in    She shot his Cyanide up    I guess she thought it was errol flynn    I'm blamed in the confusion    The police being phoned    I don't even love you    We weren't even friends    It's just that I can't take it alone    Uh, huh    I can't take it alone    I hope I didn't just give away the ending   (repeat 6 times)    Aw Jesus, Ah s***    I think I just gave away the ending