Kind of hard   Hard to see   When you crawl   On your hands and your knees   With your face   In the trough   Wait your turn   While they finish you off   Don't know when it started   Don't know how   Should have found out   Should have happened by now   Got these lines   On my face   After all this time   And i still haven't found my place      I jump from every rooftop   So high so far to fall   I feel a million miles away   I don't feel any thing at all      I wake up   On the floor   Start it up again   Like it matters anymore   I don't know   If it does   Is this really all   That there ever was?   Put the gun   In my mouth   Close your eyes   Blow my fucking brains out   Pretty patterns   On the floor   That's enough for you   But i still need more      I jump from every rooftop   So high so far to fall   I feel a million miles away   I don't feel any thing at all