just a reflection    just a glimpse    just a little reminder    of all the what abouts    and all the might have    could have beens    another day    some other way    but not another reason to continue    and now you're one of us    the wretched       the hopes and prays    the better days    the far aways    forget it       it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to    it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to, did it?    it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to    it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to, did it?       now you know    this is what it feels like    now you know    this is what it feels like       the clouds rip apart and the sky cracks open    and god himself will reach his fucking arm    through    just to push you down    just to hold you down    stuck in this hole with the shit and the piss    and it's hard to believe it could come down to thisback at the beginning    sinking    spinning       and in the end    we still pretend    the time we spend    not knowing when    you're finally free    and you could be       but it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to    it didn't turn out quite the way that you wanted it       now you know    this is what it feels like    now you know    this is what it feels like       you can try to stop it but it keeps on coming    you can try to stop it but