Sometimes sunshine   Does not want to shine on me   And sometimes I find myself blind   At first I cannot see and then I see it's me      I chose a road when I was young   In search of fun temptations won   And all my soul I did surrender   If I had a chance to back now   Would I redeem my moral vows   Or would I repeat for my own laughter      Sometimes I hide somewhat   Like a bulb behind a shade   And sometimes I ask myself why   Is it cause the lights are too bright   Or because my eyes are closed too tight      Sometimes I find myself blind   Don't use my brain don't use my mind   Distorted feelings always leading my way   But I must forgive myself   And let the past lay down to rest   And be prepared to face myself in another day      From now on I will behave   But in the back of my mind I will be enslaved