Today is going to be easy   Today 'cause you're not around   I'll leave off my make-up   I'll sleep in my bed   To pass all the time by   Today 'cause you're not around   Today you won't be around      I concentrate on empty spaces   A passive pondering of blankness   Sit down, shut up, controlled obsessions   Your absence it exhausts me      I always panic when I'm left   I always panic when I'm left      Today I feel destructive   Today who cares about myself?   I'll live in denial   And I'll beat up my head   And I'll eat all the chocolate   Today 'cause you're not around   Today you won't be around      I can't control my feelings   I sip on dreams and choke on real things   Detach myself for preservation   I struggle to not want you      I always panic when I'm left   Oh, is it healthy that we met?   If you stop coming will I forget?   I always panic      Today is going to be simple   Today 'cause you're not around   My heart will pound lazy   No one to impress   No smile is required   Today 'cause you're not around   Today you won't be around