Today things change i've been so fuckin' scared Since i picked up the phone   Trying to escape from me   My heart i can't think straight   on the beach waves so free   And so calm like a lake   And like me i'm so dead awake      and i hold on to what i got    For as long as I can   But now it's fallen   Apart in my hand   And it's so hard to understand   That I wont see you again      And i hold on to what got   For as long as i can   And now it's fallen apart in my hand   And it's so hard to understand   It seems like you're here with me   I just wanna see you again      Today things change   Why couldn't it be you   When I picked up the phone   The things i'd say   If i could have known   You won't be there   When i got home      Looking for answers why   It's so real it's not fake   And why am I so dead awake      and i hold on to what i got    For as long as I can   But now it's fallen   Apart in my hand   And it's so hard to understand   That I wont see you again      And i hold on to what got   For as long as i can   And now it's fallen apart in my hand   And it's so hard to understand   It seems like you're here with me   I just wanna see you again      Please just one more time   I wanna say good-bye   Ill wait for you   I'm not scared   I promise not to cry      and i hold on to what i got    For as long as I can   But now it's fallen   Apart in my hand   And it's so hard to understand   That I wont see you again      And i hold on to what got   For as long as i can   And now it's fallen apart in my hand   And it's so hard to understand   It seems like you're here with me   I just wanna see you again