If I'm alive...   It's only because you took me by suprise   When I saw you with him   I never had the guts to ever realize   How hard can I try...      I bought you some flowers but they died on the way   I brought you dead flowers   Guess that they feel the same   So take these dead flowers   Keep these dead flowers   So you can forever think of me      I hope you die and when you die   I hope that it's slow and it's painful and lasts forever   For every breath that I don't take   And every coin thrown in the fountain   I'll wish you suffer   For the death you put me through      You killed me this one last time....      I bought you some flowers but they died on the way   I brought you dead flowers   Guess they feel the same   So take these dead flowers   Keep these dead flowers   So you can forever think of me      In exchange for these flowers   I'll take back the hours   I spent trying to feel that way