This Petey Pablo   April the 9th, 19-2000   Diary of a sinner 1st entry      Dear diary this the 1st time   I had a chance to sit and just think with a clear mind   Had a home but stressed out for a little while few things ain't work out Could just somebody come out or it's about 3:29   I'll give it about another hour I'm over here at your man house      On your man couch just puttin' these thoughts down   Maybe this right here one day will be worth some   Before we start messin' up you know you get big when you leave   It's a damn shame but that's the way that it gotta be huh   Look at Malcolm X Martin Luther King   Marvin Gaye 2 Pac B.I.G. and Big Pun damn this pen messy      A motherfucker had thought then I had to write 'em down   It's the diary of a sinner   A motherfucker had thought then I had to write 'em down   Livin' life as a born loser livin' in a world that I didn't see you      Damn I'm back I had to change pen   I done got ink everywhere all over my hand and on my pant   And how in the hell I get it way down there   Just can't get it right seem that everything I do just fall on one side   But I can say one thing I don't always get mine   And I don't ever stop tryin'      Feel like I was here before my time   People say when they hear my rhyme   People see it when they look in my eye it's like ?   Like 35 years on a 26 year life   I walk so many miles in these shoes   I'm surprise that the bottom ain't wore out   I'm about to go take a walk right now      A motherfucker had thought then I had to write 'em down   It's the diary of a sinner   A motherfucker had thought then I had to write 'em down   Livin' life as a born loser livin' in a world that I didn't see you      You've good in me a little walk just what I needed   Cool breeze nobody on the street with me my own little world of peace   But reality gotta be what it gotta be and nuttin' in the book said   Life would be sweet I'm pleased with the life that was given to me   I could've still been to sleep on my way      So please when none this here will matter to me   'Cuz I know when I messed up several times   I just done something tonite and I know   I know right from wrong and that's what kill me   And I still do the wrong thing, am I crazy?   Can't believe I got a damn diary      A motherfucker had thought then I had to write 'em down   It's the diary of a sinner   A motherfucker had thought then I had to write 'em down   Livin' life as a born loser livin' in a world that I didn't see you      Livin life, livin life   A diary, a diary   And it's written on paper   Can't you see it?   No no no   All of my life all of my life all of my life   All of all of all of my life alright   Tell them all it's the diary of my life      There it is my life right there right in your face, the diary   I wanna thank everybody that went out and picked up the album   Got the album and got a chance to understand who who I'm is   Know what I'm sayin' everything I gave y'all was the truth   Damn I ran out of time