I am a friend   You watch me slip again and again   I know your name   You tore me up, left to bleed   But I still want you.....   I come, it will blow   Yeah, I'm clear like rain, but I feel like snow into the bends   I can't see where it all ends   I'm wide awake   But still asleep   Again the buzzing in my ears   Yeah, I'm a loaded,loaded,loaded,loaded gun   Pull the trigger, I will shoot you one by one   Here comes the day   Will sweep my sorrow and lies away   The ground is so cold   In the morning sun, feel overthrown   I'm wide awake.......etc