i looked at you with curiostiy    but when you looked at me i turned away    and i remember when you first spoke to me   you told me you didn't want to live life day to day       and i could see, if not for me you didn't have to die   and i could see, if not for me you didn't have to die      you seemed so confused you could never decide   if there was a problem you'd just run away    and hide we seemed to agree there was no solution in suicide   so why'd you feel compelled to go and take your life       and i could see, if not for me you didn't have to die   and i could see, if not for me you didn't have to die      wanna die   wanna die   wanna die   wanna die   did you wanna die      i never understood how you could end that way   but i hadn't see you much before the final day   all of us remembered you took your life   and when you looked for me, i was out of sight      and i could see, if not for me you didn't have to die   and i could see, if not for me you didn't have to die      did you wanna die