I look into your eyes, and I see   I see a part of me   you're better than I'd ever hoped you be   and when you smile you light the room   you loved me, and you make it clear   I wonder what I ever did to deserve   to have you near   Sorry I had to go away   no please don't misconsture   I just hope you'll understand one day   the hardest part was leaving you   You know that last December   I wanted to be with you   I know that I should have been there too   for you   you might be the only one I love   it makes me choke up   choke up   I'm scared that if it carries on this way   you'll feel the way I do   and I don't want that but I still run away   and its breaking me in two   I've spent so many birthdays wondering   where my dad was   its not an excuse its just a cause   I'm scared that if it carries on this way   you'll feel the way I do   and I don't want that but I still run away   and its breaking me in two