I was so much an outcast   No one ever liked me 'cause I wasn't wanted   I was so different from the rest of 'em all   Fucked up on the drugs from all the speed   And I never got no sleep   'Cause I kept on trippin' over what they said   And everything that my mom said made me mad   And everything that my dad said made me sad      Why am I even trying?      I'm crying out, I'm crying out   I cannot seem to keep from freaking out   Spinning 'round, spinning 'round   I've fallen down   I cannot seem to keep from freaking out      You keep shootin' those glances   Relating to the rawness of a fucking lost kid   Trying so hard to become just like me   Talk like me, walk like me   You keep tripping on everything I wear   Everytime I swear, even when it comes to my hair   It seems like you don't have the time to relate to my kind   I'm not a dumb fool in your life      Why am I even trying      I'm crying out, I'm crying out   I cannot seem to keep from freaking out   Spinning 'round, spinning 'round   I've fallen down   I cannot seem to keep from freaking out   I'm tripping out, I'm tripping out   I cannot seem to keep from freaking out   Coming down, breaking down   I've hit the ground   I cannot seem to keep from freaking out      Now do you trip? - Are you still tripping on me? [x3]   Why are you tripping on me?