I was so much an outcast   No one ever liked me 'cause I wasn't wanted   I was so different from the rest of them all   Fucked up on the drugs, from all the speed   And I never got no sleep   'Cause I kept on trippin' over what they said   And everythin' that my mom said, made me mad   And everythin' that my dad said, made me sad      Why am I even tryin'?   I'm cryin' out, I'm cryin' out   I cannot seem to keep from freakin' out   Spinny round, spinny round, I've fallen down   I cannot seem to keep from freakin' out      You keep shootin' those glances   Relatin' to the rawness, I'm a fuckin' lost kid   Tryin' so hard to become just like me, talk like me, walk like me   You keep trippin' on everything I wear, every time I swear   Even when it comes to my hair   It seems like you don't have the time to relate to my kind   I'm not a dope pullin' your life      Why am I even tryin'?   I'm cryin' out, I'm cryin' out   I cannot seem to keep from freakin' out   Spinny round, spinny round, I've fallen down   I cannot seem to keep from freakin' out   I'm trippin' out, I'm trippin' out   I cannot seem to keep from freakin' out   Draw me down, break me down, I've hit the ground   I cannot seem to keep from freakin' out      Your dreamin' dreads   Are you still trippin' on me?   You're drinkin' dread   Are you still trippin' on me?   Now do you drift?   Are you still trippin' on me?   Now do you drift?   Why are you trippin' on me?      I was so much an outcast   Find a way to make it right   I was so much an outcast   I can't seem to find a way to make it right   I was so much an outcast   No one ever liked me   I can't find a way to make it right   I was so much an outcast   I can't seem to find a way to make it right      Why am I even tryin'?   I'm cryin' out, I'm cryin' out   I cannot seem to keep from freakin' out   Spinny round, spinny round, I've fallen down   I cannot seem to keep from freakin' out   I'm trippin' out, I'm trippin' out   I cannot seem to keep from freakin' out   Draw me down, break me down, I've hit the ground   I cannot seem to keep from freakin' out   I'm cryin' out, I'm cryin' out, I'm cryin' out, freakin' out   Draw me down, break me down, I've hit the ground   I cannot seem to keep from freakin' out