tears dripping on the ground   I see this barrel staring up at me    will the trigger set me free   my legs are shaking as I   decide if I'll consider one more try   or if I'll end it all tonight      I need to know that someone cares   I need to know that someone's here   cause that's never been the case with me   so I will bow out gracefully    and save everyone the breath   that they don't need to waste on me      anywhere is better than here   my body limits me from my dreams   I'm more alive when I'm asleep   destination unknown right now   I see my soul dancing in the sky   free from all this pain and strife   I cried up high last night I begged   I begged for you to come down and to   help me with my life   but I haven't heard back from you   that's ok cause I am through   its too late now I made up my mind      all I need is someone to take my hand   and tell me that I'll be ok   I'm not as alone as it seems       I want out      tears falling to the ground   that's the last one I will loose    you cut me up so I'll show you      all I need is someone to take my hand   and tell me that I'll be ok   I'm not as alone as it seems    say my good-byes to my misery    this is the last of it I will see   cause I want out I am through   its hard to live when you know    no one cares for you