and if I stare too long at the sky tonight   will it open up to breath life   back into my lungs they're collapsing into me   the time is right is never true   you can't hold out on time it holds out on you   even when you know your moment is now      so turn your backs   away   away from what your too afraid to try   don't hold me back   when I decide its my turn to fly   its all for not   but all could be for everything   I'll make sure that the door will close behind me   the distant rise   is suddenly not looking all that seem to far   I'm all stretched out   out from always reaching for the stars   just one wish   and I will be there too   reaching down for someone just like you      what could have should have happened   its so unfair for you   for me it I know its different   I won't give up this soon   at least not this time      sitting staring at the rain   now the play is dead   pull out the chains   and measure out   just how far that you've come