Well you don't want me to touch you   You just want me to shut up   You don't want me to think what I'm thinking   Or the devil in my throat to come up   And you get so nervous that everything's a joke      If I have to be this lonely   I may as well be alone      So I go back to my room   To my room by the freeway   I fall onto my bed like snow   Like the cold I never woke you   And the killing followed me home   Hey what's song you whistling      If I have to be this lonely   I may as well be alone      When you wake up in the morning   You won't remember that anyone was here   And that life is so rewarding   And I guess that you're the grand prize my dear      When you wake up in the morning   You won't remember that anyone was here   If I have to be this lonely   I may as well be alone