I'm now missing you   I'm the loneliest out here   but oh when (...?)      And I'm missing home   I starve for attention   Paralized with fear    And it shows      And it's just like you said   There would be when i left (?)   I never thought when i left you knew best   So i brown paper back this Solution to just quit   An illusion is best fitting (?)   Terrefied that i already dead (?)   Until you said      Don't worry, I'll fix this   Just like you always say   So sorry, forgive me   You're always wanted      This can't be happening to me   Addressing my world of    Depression, of war secretly    Purposely I fight off mistakes I've done   To throw my (...?)   Still you smile      Don't worry, I'll fix this   You say once again   So sorry, forgive me   You're always wanted      And suddenly I see what you've done   So sorry it had to take me this long to say:   You brightened my life   And you deserve to rest easy in you bed tonight   Yeah, you deserve just to know that you're my shining light      So don't worry    I'm okay   I'll be just fine   And I'm sorry   Please forgive me   You're always wanted   So suddenly