i name you sleep   you name me destroyer of morning   feeling like death? well, that's okay   there's an open window never very far away.   not a dream, unreal as it seems   counting hours, counting days   counting the years since last time   you felt alive; you do all the time.      i name you sleep   you name me destroyer of morning   i know what this is; i know what we are.   we are lost. we are stars   feeling so high, waiting to die.   spent all my nights watching shadows loom   like a fugitive rummaging in my room   avoiding the light, barely alive.      hearing you leave   feeling i've found/unfound?   are something that tears me down   no solace of sleep   the secret i keep   i will take control of my plan   end my time before the sun can.   bring back the morn' destroyer is born.