i've spent the last few nights   since i first found out   tortured by the phone and it makes more sense to be filled with doubt   so you moved too soon   so you're lost to me   now i can't find your voice and the words you speak and it's terrifying   it's strange to antiquate something old like truth   i find it rather bold in the ways you chose to expose your youth   so you're different now   so i made you sad   and i can't find the map that was marked to lead to the heart you had      _ soon   i'll forgive and forget about you   and any memory of what you are to me will be washed away   and sure, i'm sad to lose, but i will conceive that   it was beautiful but sometimes cruel _   and it's strange to me how when stories change   with those things we _   be sad but it's not my way   i wish you well   still our love   hope you're happy now   or at least happier than when truth was true   a lie for life   goodbye    goodbye    goodbye