All that I ever wanted   To understand my nightmares   Possessed by my fears   Betrayed by my pride   Alone I wandered in the deepest dark   Seeking comfort from the vanity   Each time I escaped the real   My soul died, died a bit more   Confronting the evil within   Praying for my angel to appear   Agonized whisper into the emptiness   Begging for salvation - salvation for this cursed mind   Words without meaning   Touch without feeling   I do not recognize my own face   Eyes that were once shining   Now extinguished   Left only a silent cold   Sound of a tear falling down   In the desperate hour of loneliness   This shattered heart reaching   For it's relief - the relief it cannot find   Glance without affection   Kiss without sensitivity   Promise without comprehension   Love without hope   I do not remember my own tale   Betrayed by my anger   Betrayed by my delusions   Betrayed by my lust   (I wish)   Strength - to be released from my demons   (I desire)   Wisdom - to forgive the past   To forgive me