Chorus:   It makes me feel small and all alone    Knowing you're living in a world completely unlike my own    And each time you drink or get fucked up    It's just one more step further from me       I'm playing a waiting game with what is right    Its only a matter of time til I range to fight or flight       I wonder what I'll choose when it comes time    Yeah I wonder which way I'll lose when my hand is forced by time       Chorus      I feel like I must seem so fucking boring to you    I look at all your friends and I cant help but think    That you would rather be with them than be with me       I'm secretly hoping that you'll prove me right    Fuck up and justify all these sleepless nights       I'm fighting a losing war with myself    Its only a matter of time until there's nothing left       So please remember that it makes me feel small and all alone