Sad and dark is all I feel   Nothing can me make me well   Never had much luck   Try to watch things change    But nothing happened and everything is still the same      Drink and eat is all I’ve done   The bulk of it is done away from the sun   Waiting for high tide to take me into the ocean   Where I’ll be free and will lose all emotion      Blind and lost is all I’ve come to known   Nothing will be different    Watching the same show   No hope and can’t get myself out   Of this hole that is full of my doubt      Seeing everyone thrive makes it worst   Their empathy is my thirst   To get better from every mistake   But nothing happens I’m still the same      Young and old at the same time   I look back to my younger life   Where things were so clear   As I slowly start to disappear