The days stretch out into endless fever dreams   I could sleep all day and I will but there will be no reprieve   From exhaustion   Spent years thinking I had years but now everything's fragile   Or shot to hell   Now I keep wasting time trying to clarify and define my life   But everything seems like a blur   But I wake up again   And things aren't so meaningless   There's a life to live and a world to rejoin outside      Hope springs from somewhere   There's a new day and I'm alive   What more could I ask for?      Keep wishing for sleep to come and take away pain   But nights are too restless for it to be helpul   Trying to focus on future days even as I'm mired   In the moment   Old songs and memories are friends that watch over me   And everyone's close by   I'm fucked, I'm exhausted, and I'm scared   But feeling oddly luck to be alive   But I'm not leaving yet   Staying up playing chess with death   For so many years I was so hopeless   And now hope is the only thing keeping me alive      Hope springs from somewhere   There's a new day and I'm alive   What more could I ask for?      Here comes another day, and that's something...   It's not much but hope's a start