I?ll start this broken heart   I?ll fix it up so it will work again   Better than before      Then I?ll star in a mystery   A tragic tale of all that?s yet to come   With fingers crossed, there will be love      But I get carried away with every day   And every fantasy   The deeper the wound, the harder I swoon   And wish that that was me      So much to say but no words to convey   The loneliness building with each passing day   But I?m getting used to it, you have to get used to it      I?ll devise the best disguise   A brand new look and take them by surprise   They?ll never guess what?s not inside      I?ll express myself with ease   With confidence and character complete   With fingers crossed they?ll talk to me      But I get carried away with every page   In every magazine   The cheaper the thrill, the deeper I fill   My head with blasphemy      So much to say but no words to convey   The loneliness building with each passing day   But I?m getting used to it, you have to get used to it      I?ll destroy this useless heart   I?ll fuck it up so it?ll never beat again   Not just for me but for anyone      But I get carried away with every phrase   And made up malady   The longer I hide behind these lies   The more I disintegrate      So much to say but no words to convey   The loneliness building with each passing day   Never get used to it, you just have to live with it