I'm too tired of this life    All I need is my big sleep    You are so far away    You love someone else       Another day passed me by    Another day filled with pain    You are not here    You're with someone else       I love you to death    You love someone else   So I just wanna die       Create hate    I hate myself for loving you      "We have touched for the last time   You are long gone, in love with someone else   I now fear nothing but life itself   And I have learned that living is just a slow way to die   I do not believe in life or in love anymore.   The joy I feel are the joys of emptiness   I hate myself for loving you   The fear I feel night after night has developed into a disease   No-one can see the emptiness in my eyes.   To escape life itself now seems the only solution   With relief i look foward of letting go of the pain   Finally... there is peace in my soul   To lie dead without a concern , without a tear,   You own my heart   And life without you is so imensly painful   Just to think of you, talk about you, dream of you makes tears stream down    my face   I cannot imagine happiness without your beautiful smile, your angelic face,    your wonderful body and your good heart:   You are everything , I am nothing   I want to die   But really... I am already dead"      I will not live