So desperate to find another way to hold    In all your weak pursuits, you lose all that you chose       The doubts in my mind I never could find    They're all I can see here    If fate can't exist, then I can't resist    The doorway to new fears       I am so alive    (suffice to say)    I will sacrifice my hopes away       Another time and place, much like it was before    I've chosen to delay, I've chosen to ignore       If everyone knew, then no one would try    it's all complicated..    If nothing is found, will no one believe    The path we're betraying?       I am so alive,    I will sacrifice my heart away       So many ways to go, I wish I didn't know    So many ways to go from here ...    The pressure's closing in,    and soon I must begin    So many ways to go from here       Is this how it feels, is this how it is    To know what you're saying...?    If nothing is found, will you turn around    And wish that you waited?       Was all this a lie,    Have I sacrificed my life away?    All I ever try,    Can't help wonder why it's still the same