sick with it   sick with disease   deny addiction   down on my knees   feed my affliction   scared to believe   my own decisions   eager to please   destroyed visions      breed life   need life   breath life   keep life      lie and decieve   with no emotion   false promises   loss of devotion   scarred by deceit   my self destruction   love obsolete   live in dysfunction      breed life   need life   breath life   keep life   bleed life   heal life   feel life   the sweet life   is all i want...      can i bleed for the ritual?   bleed for it   got a need for the ritual....      can i breath for the ritual?   breath for it   got a need for the ritual?      sick with it. sick with it. sick with it, sick with it... (repeat)      it's inside me   i feel it growing   nowhere to hide   my anger's showing      repeat chorus       and on this dark night of my soul   i will continue to pray for us   and try to remember only the good things... the sweet life