Press my face in this dirt   See how long I can hold my breath   Pour some salt in my wounds   I am just someone who doesn't fit in your world      How can I smile with your gun to my head?   How can I reach out when you're holding me back?   I am just so tired of everyone who's trying to save me   Just save yourself      Fade away   I wanna fade away      You give me your hand, I don't want it   I'll rather drown on my own   You try to give me relief, I don't need it   I'll rather put the gun to my head      Bitterness is calling inside   I am already damned   The fire in my soul is slowly dying   You know my destiny calls my name      Fade away   I wanna fade away      Fade away   I wanna fade away