There's only one sure thing in this world for me   and that is one day my life will end   Until that faithful day arrives for me   I'll drown in misery meant only for me   This is all because I failed in life my friend   I've failed in love again I've lost all hope   it won't get better I fade away my friend   I fade into my pain I give up this hurt is not worth it   Life's been long hard lonely road   I've hit dead ends at every twist and turn   Nearer to the end if I'm meant to lose I wont lose alone   I'll make sure you learn all about loss   You might think my hatred has pushed you away   you're never close enough to know what's in me   My wounds can't mend can't heal this pain   or save the soul of the one so damned   Self destruction on a daily basis intoxication is my only oasis   I do my best believe I can but in the end   I've come up short again there's no will left to better myself   The unrelenting hatred in me has got control of me   Youthful dreams a reminder of a useless past   Overlooked by love I'm found dead last   I failed in life my friend   I've failed in love again   I've lost all hope it won't get better   I fade away my friend I fade into my pain   I give up this hurt is not worth it   I will remain alone as I fade away   No will left to live I'll just fade away   I'm drowning right before your eyes   I'm smiling but I am dying inside   I'm laughing but the voices torment my head   I think I'm better off dead I'm drowning right before your eyes   I'm smiling but I am dying inside   I'm laughing but the voices torment my head   I think I'm better off dead