I tried to love but I've grown so empty inside   I tried to love until something inside me died   I try to live with this hatred inside I hide   I close my eyes as I lose my fuckin' mind   I look back upon the days that have gone   My wasted youth all the shit that's gone wrong with me   I see the world slowly slipping away   My silent scream goes unheard every fucking day   With all my soul I never wished it to be this way   I've lost my faith but I fall to my knees and pray   I rot away in this world not meant for me   And thoughts of murder are the only salvation for me   I walk the streets this violence grows inside me   The people's faces I see I want to make them explode   I want to take back from them what they've crushed out of me   I want my soul my youth my faith my life and the love I can't see   These scars that poisoned my soul they just continue to bleed   I feel this rage this hatred it's killing me   The days go on with no end   This violence inside me grows   I feel the end's coming soon but I won't go alone   I hear it I know you won't believe it   Voices in me that makes me paranoid   There it is do you hear it I know that I'm not crazy   But day after day I lose my sanity   My life I've always been alone   I've always been alone   There's nothing left of me   The game is over the game is over for me   I'm left without a soul   The game is over   Why why must I cry Why why must I die alone   No love left inside   My kindness has give way to an endless barrage of emotional scars   No love left in my heart   I've been dead since my innocence faded away   Why why must it be this way   I ask myself this question each and everyday   My anger runs out of control   I just want to die