This is my rat race   I'm alone and lost to this world   Happiness is something I can't afford   Thoughts of what could have been never entered   my mind cause there's nothing there when I began   I tried to fit in but failed   Like a speeding train I've derailed   I've gone down the useless path that's only heading   for the sacred nowhere land   Don't want to see you smile   Jealousy and envy boils inside my head   The pressures of life have tripled since I became a fuckin man   Don't feel whole inside   I'm alone   Better of if I had died   I'm alone   I raise my hands to the sky   I'm alone   And ask god why am I still alive   Lady luck turned her back on me   I'm alone   Opportunity never knocked on my door   I'm alone   Then you wonder and ask me why I'm so jaded and angry   I'm alone   I'm alone   I'm alone   Never needed anyone   I'm alone   I'm alone   I'm alone   I accept my destiny   Being ignored has spurned in me   Contempt for anyone that I see   There's no cure for what I've got   I've tried and fight but the pin is nonstop   I'd isolate myself but necessity had locked me in   It's like a fuckin sin   It's here where I belong and where I've always been   Don't feel whole inside   I'm alone   Better of if I had died   I'm alone   I raise my hands to the sky   I'm alone   And ask god why am I still alive   Lady luck turned her back on me   I'm alone   Opportunity never knocked on my door   I'm alone   Then you wonder and ask me why I'm so jaded and angry   I'm alone   I'm alone   I'm alone   Never needed anyone   I'm alone   I'm alone   I'm alone   I accept my destiny