I just want to close my eyes   So I can forget about today   Forget about what lies tomorrow   And only take place in the realm of paradise   To be beaten each day   And lower my head   As if its my own fault   Forgotten about as night falls      Restless nights that are filled with guilt   And invite me into their empty embrace   I never saw this coming   And I now know that i'm not alone   I can only wish that i'm the last   And no one will suffer my fate   It would take an eternity in hell   For my heart to rest in peace.      To strike down this hate filled soul   And give back the pain you've caused   Would only satisfy   My craving for blood.      I will see you in the end   And I will laugh at your pain      And I pray you suffer long   And all the angels turn their backs   From the site of your pitiful face   No God will save your soul   For there is no love for you   You left that all behind   The day you learned to fucking speak